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Wow.. today was the last day of middle school. it was really hard. I don't care about leaving the school.. It's the people and the memories. I mean;; seriously.. that's been our HOME for 2 years. We've all had are days where even if all that happens is our PEN drops and we just want to break down. We've also had those days where someone will just WAVE at you and you wanna tell them EVERYTHING about your new boyfriend. But over-all these past two years have been AMAZING.
I know that I personally have gone through A LOT in these 2 years. I came into my TEENAGE years. I made some AMAZING friends.. and (sadly) I've lost some friends. but that's all part of life. I've also had some AWESOME teachers.. and some teachers who can BURN in hell. I've had BROKEN HEARTS and more love than I can HANDLE. so to be honest;; it all just evens out to be an OKAY life. and I'm fine with that.
I have a LOT to say;; so sorry if this is really long.
I wanna share some really personal stuff. && some NOT SO personal stuff.
I wanna name a few friends that I have met at Campbell over BOTH years:
Kristen Bartley, Steven Lingholm(Steve-o), Kelsey Lohmeyer, Ashley Creason, Shanese Bell, Kelsey Brinker, Erica Brunner, McCall Christopher, Lauren Comer(LC), Caleb Cole, Carlee Cornett, Josh Crooks, Rob Dennison, Crissa Downs, Lauren Dudenhoeffer, Kalene Dunn, Brandon Eastep, Jordan Fraser, Beth Gilpin, Ben Givens(Daddy), Martika Harris, Parker Higgins, Tasha Hillard, Tayler Holmes, Andrew Horsch(Horsch), Josh Howard, Angie Hudson(Albino), Trisha Imetengel, Bri Jones, Peggy Kinder, Josh Kindhart, Ryan Lennan (Dirty), Marida Lewis, Gina Lowrey, Nick Stone, Shane Edwards, Mattee Powers, Brittnay McAfee(BMac), Brad Mims, Patrick and Chris Miller, Porshia Morris, Kali Muren, Ashley Murphey, Alicia Riojas, Austin May, Thomas Minter(Tom Tom), Lexi Peterson, Ryan Pfefferkorn(Pfeffy), Aspen Williamson(Albino), Andrew Riley, Jeff Garibay(Chicago), Zach Nixon, Makayla Oberhelman, Trevor O Neil, Brett Batliner, Sydney Owens, Iesha Parmer, Alex Peters, Rachel Prescott, Trent Robbins, Summer Robbins, Simone' McGautha, Jimmie Rogers, Cody Rose, BJ Ruby, Janae Ross, Jacob Ryan(Redneck), Matt Auffert, MA Alford, Monet Zwolak, Christen Hanks, Raul Nieves, Chandler Sharp, Kyle Sierks, Bri Simpson, Christain Stellmon(daddy), Tori Stephens, Chelsea West, Bailee Wesselshmidt, Ellen Thate(my Husband), Sarah Thomas, Dustin Ulrich, McKenna Vaughan, Nathan Warman, Bryan Walcutt(Big Daddy), Danielle Watt, Holly Whited, Trevor Wong (China), Bailey Wood, Kent Young, Morgan Johns, Skylar Keating, Kyle Lennan, Justin Mawhirter, Megan Bickel, Nate Schumacher, Andrew Serrone, Chase Shackles, Laci Burdue, Garrett Daleo, Kylan Farris, Eric Armstrong(Bi-Curious), Westin Mathews, Alyssa Curtis, Banks Born, Alex Ivey, Daniel Bonner, Nicole Billingsley, Mike Givens, Dylan Kotubey(Kotubey), Acacia Martin, Jon Larson, Fernando Pineda, James McDonald, Matt McInerny(Matty), Patrick Mercer, Keith Winterowd(KeiF).
Every one of you is AMAZING. You have all been there for me when I need you. I love you guys. Your awesome!<3
A few shoutouts:
Kristen Nicole Bartley - Wow babe,, you are sooo amazing! I'm sooo freaking happy that we have become this close this year. I swear;; I don't know what I would do with out you. It's gonna be really hard not seeing you EVERYDAY now.. but I PROMISE that we're gonna hang out over the summer. I swear,, your my freaking sister God forgot to give me! You've been there for me soo many times. I hope I've been there for you as much as you have for me. I think it's amazing that we've never been in a fight. You really are my BEST friend. I feel like I could tell you anything and trust you. I LOVE YOU!! sisters for lyyfe<33
Steven Daniel Lingholm - where do I begin?? We've been through soo much this year. I have changed soo much since I've met you. You gave me a new look at life. You make me wanna be here. You were my best friend for a LONG time. && Valentines Day.. wow.. what can I say.. it was the most AMAZING day EVER. When you came to my house with the roses. I felt that I was truely loved by someone. && You have no idea what that means to me(you probly do.. because you know me soo well). You made me believe in true love. Those three months with you were amazing. I truely did love you. && I still do. but you've also taught me that not everything can last forever & that's okay. I'm just glad that we can still be best friends after everything. We've both had our days where we just wanna scream our heads off at each other.. and we've had those other days.. where all we wanna do is sit there and hold each other.. not saying a word;; but knowing that we were just thinking about each other. Wow.. I'm about to cry just typing this.. I really do wish we could go back to the way it was. I would take back everything I did wrong. and I would be better. I would be much nicer to you.. and not treat you like your just kinda there. I don't know why I did that in the first place. Because I know that in my heart I really truely did(and DO) love you. You are truely my everything. You are the only one I love. Then and now. All I want is a second chance. and I understand that if you don't want to now.. I can wait;; but just know that no one's ever gonna replace you. They can try,, but no one can treat me as good as you, no one can make me smile like you do, no one can cheer me up like you do, and mostly no one can take my heart like you did. I'm never going to forget you. Thank you for proving to me that not all guys are the same. Thanks for showing me that I am worthy of love. And mostly thank you for being there for me when I needed you the most. I shouldn't have taken you for granted. I'm really gonna do better. because I love you more than anything in the world. Word's can't even begin to describe how much i love you. You're my everything..(still)<33
Jeff Garibay - wow kiddo. we've had our ups and downs. I know that I can REALLY annoy you;; and you can annoy me sometimes. But I know that no matter what you will be there for me, and I also will be there for you. I'm sooo glad that you came to Campbell this year. I don't know where I would be with out you helping me through everything. I love you<33
Kelsey Devin Lohmeyer - babe.. we've been through a LOT this year. You were here when my heart was broken. && you were willing to beat him up for it. : D With everything with our moms, boys, family, and friends; we've both been here for each other. I'm never going to forget you. You are one of my best friends. I love you Kelsey. don't change.<33
Angela Nicole Hudson - kiddo. ALBINO! you are sooo amazing. I love you a lot! we really have to hang out tons this summer;; because I love you!
Kali Muren - You are soooo awesome. You listen to me alll the time. I love being able to talk to you about anything. I'm ALWAYS here for you. I love you babe.
Ashley Rose Murphy - I love how close we've came this year. I love how I can tell you anything. you can also tell me anything. Spring Break with you and Alicia was AMAZING. COMMIT SUICIDE! haha. gooood times. RANDOM BENCHS! haha;; omg. it's been amazing with you. I LOVE YOU<3
Brenda Alicia Riojas - I love you sooo much. You are adorable. I love how close we've become this year. You have been there for me sooo much. I hope I've been there for you tooo. I love you soooooooo much. :) I really hope that we won't lose each other this summer;; or in High School. i love you<3
well.. yeahh.. that's like.. it. I love everybody though. Y'all are all amazing. I don't know where I would be with out all of you. Each and EVERY one of you has been there for me. I only WISH I could be there for you as much you've all be here for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS!
YOUDiDNTCRUSHME..
ohh no, my darling you
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